invisible blog

you hurt me so deep ~
i really dont want any relationship with me anymore .
i am tired about my relationship .
none knows my feel .
i hope that i can write down my feeling at this blog .
and i hope that no one know this blog forever untill i die ....
i feel so 无奈 , feel so 无助 .
only my parents and my best brother AoWeng always beside me .
i dont want to live alone .
i dont want to feel boring .
i dont want cry always .
i need friends .
i need love , need some body to care bout me .
is it so hard to find a person like this ?
i want to be famous !
i think thats enough for today .
i am going to practice my piano after this .
and tomorrow start to learn dancing ~
god bless me !